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brytnoises) wrote2024-01-20 05:56 pm
brytnoises) wrote2024-01-20 05:56 pm
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Today's sleep noises
0657
a dream i escape from lonmg corridor hell and then im waiting by the old womans abandoned shack house and i disguise myself as a ribbon decoration so i can
0658
watch her and also speak to her when the time is right. I made friends with some rubbish which is alive and i say goodbye to them whrn i go back to the corridor
0659
diggy diggy hole but its clicky clicky phone
0700
laundry was out all day yesterday. Frozen in the morning. Whats the chance that it froze again overnight
0701
i thought about the laundry at about nine oxlock last nighjt but there was no way was gonna go out in the dark amnd cold to check on it
0702
new guy in the tree first then bsq was going around next doors harden attacking the decorations then went to the tree also. She was unsteady as heck
0703
and also hit me when i went toi offer her a hand of assistance.
0704
sigh i already wrote this but it didnt even send. So like. They were wrestling and not fighting so i think theyre family or at lease same household
0705
some post like I HAVE ACQUIRED CLICKY PHONE!!!! HERE IS A LIST OF ALL POSTS ABOUT CLICKY PHONE
0706
only in my wilkdest dreams can i imagine what kind of ui a clicky phone will have
0708
the point is not that other people are subscribed to the blog and will read it. The point is that im clicking into the void and if anyones delighted then thats
0709
the point is that im clicking into the void and if anyone is delighted then thats a bonus
0710
Waiting sucksssss. Im excited for cita today but ive gotta wait 12 whole hours cause its at 6pm
0712
ah clicky phone ah clicky phone only in my wildest dreams clicky pohone clicky phone
0718
this is probably already recorded somewhere but black squirrel doesnt mind being put on lap, she just doesnt stay there. got stuff to do!!!!
0720
Black squirrels friendliness AND ESPECIALLY HER LOVELY SMELL makes me miss bashy. I need to meet a lap cat asap.
0723
...
0724
thinking about that one gal i tried to be friends with but it was very difficult to get along and i didnt understand anything she said
0725
i think she might have been neurotypical
0726
she told me one day that she had had an argument with her boyfriend that morning and was still thinking about it
0727
like ok maybe im supposed to just listen and call him a bastard in support so ill try that
0728
she says "he doesn't understand that im extra irritable for a while because im giving up smoking"
so uh
are you gonna say that to his face or
0730
how did you meet
asked the lonely single, desperate to even meet anyone
0801
"i found an online translation software. youre obsolete :O"
actually feeling so upset by that comment that property destruction crossed my mind ._.
0803
not actually gonna do it though. I visualised doing it and also the reaction and decided not doing it is the better option. For the sake of civility.
0804
and then i was like why did i have such a strong reaction to usefulness level. Is being useful to others important to me? Maybe but thats not the main part
0805
I found out that the main part is
Autistic interest based nrrvous system loves it when im asked about a special interest
Brain went "no more translating?"
0807
but do you see how shallow it is to look at that strong reaction and say immediately "friendship is more than being useful"
0808
Getting to translate is fun for me and puts the happys in my brain and also i bear my soul to that pwrson because im expressing special interest
0810
neighbour who calls in a man when a lightbulb goes out: its a job for a man.
Me not wanting to sit in the dark: -changes the lightbulb-
0810
does it give a person like that gender dysphoria to be the one who has to change the lightbulb
0812
One time i was a ten year old daughter and i said can i learn how to change the lightbulb it looks interesting and i was just taught. No one said its men only
0814
Surely everyone feels neutral on the inside. A dress might make you feel pretty but thats cause its a pretty dress not because you yourself are a pretty woman
0815
when i say im confused about my gender it means i find the concept of gender confusing when applied to myself. Not that i need tro figure it out
0817
i have in face figured it out and theres nothing there. But when you ask me "whats your gender identity" my autistic brain,monarch of literal the third,
0818
takes over and recieved it as "which of the genders is yours" and im stuck because i forget theres a [
0818
] none of these option and im just like ah which one is closest to me which one which one
0819
whats a man
someone who identifies himself as such
0821
"i can wear nail polish because when i go to sleep at night im a man" -io's boss
0822
put your shoes on theres a good girl
0824
tehcnicality
its impossible to misgender me because theres nothing there.
however if you only ever call me she just because i have a body built by v, its gonna be a problem
0824
phone battery so low
0825
the thing about the frog is he is delightful so therefore is frog is having a hard time i will drop everything to make sure hes ok
0827
drank swalla lla lla
1607
uuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw
1607
wwwwwwwwww
iiiiiiiiii
a dream i escape from lonmg corridor hell and then im waiting by the old womans abandoned shack house and i disguise myself as a ribbon decoration so i can
0658
watch her and also speak to her when the time is right. I made friends with some rubbish which is alive and i say goodbye to them whrn i go back to the corridor
0659
diggy diggy hole but its clicky clicky phone
0700
laundry was out all day yesterday. Frozen in the morning. Whats the chance that it froze again overnight
0701
i thought about the laundry at about nine oxlock last nighjt but there was no way was gonna go out in the dark amnd cold to check on it
0702
new guy in the tree first then bsq was going around next doors harden attacking the decorations then went to the tree also. She was unsteady as heck
0703
and also hit me when i went toi offer her a hand of assistance.
0704
sigh i already wrote this but it didnt even send. So like. They were wrestling and not fighting so i think theyre family or at lease same household
0705
some post like I HAVE ACQUIRED CLICKY PHONE!!!! HERE IS A LIST OF ALL POSTS ABOUT CLICKY PHONE
0706
only in my wilkdest dreams can i imagine what kind of ui a clicky phone will have
0708
the point is not that other people are subscribed to the blog and will read it. The point is that im clicking into the void and if anyones delighted then thats
0709
the point is that im clicking into the void and if anyone is delighted then thats a bonus
0710
Waiting sucksssss. Im excited for cita today but ive gotta wait 12 whole hours cause its at 6pm
0712
ah clicky phone ah clicky phone only in my wildest dreams clicky pohone clicky phone
0718
this is probably already recorded somewhere but black squirrel doesnt mind being put on lap, she just doesnt stay there. got stuff to do!!!!
0720
Black squirrels friendliness AND ESPECIALLY HER LOVELY SMELL makes me miss bashy. I need to meet a lap cat asap.
0723
...
0724
thinking about that one gal i tried to be friends with but it was very difficult to get along and i didnt understand anything she said
0725
i think she might have been neurotypical
0726
she told me one day that she had had an argument with her boyfriend that morning and was still thinking about it
0727
like ok maybe im supposed to just listen and call him a bastard in support so ill try that
0728
she says "he doesn't understand that im extra irritable for a while because im giving up smoking"
so uh
are you gonna say that to his face or
0730
how did you meet
asked the lonely single, desperate to even meet anyone
0801
"i found an online translation software. youre obsolete :O"
actually feeling so upset by that comment that property destruction crossed my mind ._.
0803
not actually gonna do it though. I visualised doing it and also the reaction and decided not doing it is the better option. For the sake of civility.
0804
and then i was like why did i have such a strong reaction to usefulness level. Is being useful to others important to me? Maybe but thats not the main part
0805
I found out that the main part is
Autistic interest based nrrvous system loves it when im asked about a special interest
Brain went "no more translating?"
0807
but do you see how shallow it is to look at that strong reaction and say immediately "friendship is more than being useful"
0808
Getting to translate is fun for me and puts the happys in my brain and also i bear my soul to that pwrson because im expressing special interest
0810
neighbour who calls in a man when a lightbulb goes out: its a job for a man.
Me not wanting to sit in the dark: -changes the lightbulb-
0810
does it give a person like that gender dysphoria to be the one who has to change the lightbulb
0812
One time i was a ten year old daughter and i said can i learn how to change the lightbulb it looks interesting and i was just taught. No one said its men only
0814
Surely everyone feels neutral on the inside. A dress might make you feel pretty but thats cause its a pretty dress not because you yourself are a pretty woman
0815
when i say im confused about my gender it means i find the concept of gender confusing when applied to myself. Not that i need tro figure it out
0817
i have in face figured it out and theres nothing there. But when you ask me "whats your gender identity" my autistic brain,monarch of literal the third,
0818
takes over and recieved it as "which of the genders is yours" and im stuck because i forget theres a [
0818
] none of these option and im just like ah which one is closest to me which one which one
0819
whats a man
someone who identifies himself as such
0821
"i can wear nail polish because when i go to sleep at night im a man" -io's boss
0822
put your shoes on theres a good girl
0824
tehcnicality
its impossible to misgender me because theres nothing there.
however if you only ever call me she just because i have a body built by v, its gonna be a problem
0824
phone battery so low
0825
the thing about the frog is he is delightful so therefore is frog is having a hard time i will drop everything to make sure hes ok
0827
drank swalla lla lla
1607
uuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw
1607
wwwwwwwwww
iiiiiiiiii